Snakes in Boots

One night I had a very clear dream. In it my husband and I were about to go for a walk on our farm and I wanted to put on my pair of gumboots. As I was about to put one on, I clearly heard Holy Spirit caution me to knock the boot over and see if there was anything in it before I put my foot inside it. I knocked the first boot over and there was nothing inside, but when I knocked the second boot over, a large, orange snake slithered out and away. In my dream, I was not startled by the snake, (though I was very relieved that I had not stood on it!) but was more impressed that I had listened to the Spirit’s prompting and in turn, averted a potential disaster! Still dreaming, the Lord began to speak to me and remind me that if I stayed attentive to His ‘still, small voice’, and obeyed its promptings, I would be protected from all dangers and hazards no matter how big or small.

‘ A few nights later, He spoke to me again in another dream. This time I was in a house with a group of people when suddenly a gust of wind blew through the house. It began to swirl around and someone shouted, ‘Look- it’s a whirly’ (what folk in our area call a mini-tornado-like swirl of wind and dust). In my spirit, I knew that it was much more threatening than that and as I was about to say, ‘No, it’s a real tornado’, the wind accelerated with such velocity that the whole house started shaking. Everyone was screaming and panicking when again I heard Holy Spirit speak to me. ‘Go upstairs’, he said. At first, I wanted to question the instruction – it did not make sense to me to even stay in the house, let alone ‘go upstairs’ while a tornado was hitting! I was ready to high-tail it out of the door! However, in spite of my misgivings, he reassured me, ‘Trust me and you will be safe’. I tried to get as many people to ‘safety’, by yelling at them to ‘get upstairs’. To my amazement the storm blew through the house and those who had followed me upstairs, were completely unharmed.

Again the Lord spoke to me and told me that when the “storms” of life, which lie ahead, come, if I stay in intimacy with him, attentive to His instructions and trust him – even when those instructions don’t make sense to me, I will be kept safe. Through these two dreams, He was also reminding me to consider Him in ALL things I do, both in big decisions that needed to be made, and in my routine daily activities. It was also a valuable reminder at the beauty of staying in intimacy with Holy Spirit and allowing Him to have place in our days.

Prayer: Holy Spirit, thank you so much that you desire DAILY intimacy with me. Thank you that through your still, small voice, you instruct, convict, guide and protect me. You desire good things for me and my family. Please forgive me for times where I have been rebellious to your promptings, choosing instead to go my own way.

Please help me to obey your voice and to consider you in every area of my life – big and small. I pray for my spiritual ears and heart to be opened and attentive to you, always. Amen

Diving with Dolphins

In 2011, while on honeymoon in Zanzibar, my husband and I had the amazing opportunity to go swimming with wild dolphins. It is a dream I have had for years and couldn’t believe that it would be actualised.

We were taken out on little fishing boats to a spot in the ocean quite far from the shore where the dolphins were known to “hang out”. We were each given a snorkel and a pair of goggles. Once the dolphins arrived alongside the boats, our Guide began to yell, “Jump in, jump in!” We donned our goggles and snorkels as fast as we could and jumped into the water.

To my disappointment however, I realised that by paddling along the surface of the water, it was difficult to get a clear view of the dolphins below me, to which I so longed to be near. The swells kept obscuring my view not to mention the churning water from my husband’s kicking legs in front of me! I realised that in order to get a really good view of the creatures, I would have to take a deep breath and dive deeper below – away from the surface where I felt safe.

I took a deep breath and swam below the chaos above. It was like a whole new world opened up to me. Suddenly, all the noise of the boats, shouting guides and splashing was muted. The water was undisturbed and my vision cleared. I saw so many dolphins ducking and diving around us – one coming so close to my husband, he could almost touch it! I saw a mother with a baby beside her – a sight I won’t forget in a hurry. It was a surreal experience.

Later, God spoke to me about this experience. He showed me how so often we long to experience Him and get close to Him, but we do it in a very ‘safe’ and ‘controlled’ way. We ‘stay on the surface’ and are reluctant to let go of our “snorkels and goggles” in order to experience more of Him.

What are our “snorkels and goggles”? These could represent anything that keeps us from drawing nearer to Him or allowing us to be vulnerable in His presence – our status, job, religion, friendships, wealth, pride, fear, false beliefs, ignorance, apathy and more! Sometimes, we don’t want to step away from ‘what everyone else is doing’ and take a risk of being different. Most often, it is just that we are content to be “on the surface” experiencing God in a limited, safe way, but in doing so, we are missing out on a whole world of experiences with Him.

God told me that in order to experience Him in an even deeper and more intimate way, I would have to “get in over my head”. I would have to let go, dive deep and let Holy Spirit completely saturate me. Only then, would I truly be able to see Him clearer. Only then, would the “noise” of the world be silenced so that I could perfectly hear His voice. Only then, would I discover more secrets and treasures He has hidden away just for me.

I will admit that I have yet to perfect the art of continuously ‘getting in over my head’, but the times that I have, have been incredible and precious. I have not been disappointed in the promise of being met there.

In the Word He says, “Call out to me, and I will answer you — I will tell you great things, hidden things of which you are unaware.” Jeremiah 33:3I will give you hidden treasures, riches stored in secret places, so that you may know that I am the LORD, the God of Israel, who summons you by name.” Isaiah 45:3

Today He is calling you to “jump in” and “get in over your head”.

Let go of all that is holding you back from experiencing Him in a deeper, more meaningful way. Let Holy Spirit saturate you with His presence and love. Discover more of the secrets of His heart that He so longs to share with you.

Prayer: Dear Lord, today I am making the choice to go even deeper in my relationship with you. Show me the areas of my life where I need to surrender or ‘let go’ in order to experience more of your presence. I invite Holy Spirit to saturate me so that I may experience you in a completely new and divine way. Amen

What does Living Whole mean to me?

When I think of Living Whole, I think of the verse in 3 John 1.2, “Beloved, I wish above all things that you may prosper and be in health, even as your soul prospers” and as another version goes, “Dear friend, I pray that you may prosper in every way and be in good health physically just as you are spiritually” Over the years, I have come to understand that being truly healthy has so much more to do with than just being fit and thin or “in good shape”.

True health, as Jesus desires, is for us to be well and prosperous in ALL areas of our lives. How often have you met someone who looks fantastic on the outside or is a “fitness fundi”, but has a terrible attitude or a low sense of self-worth? Perhaps you know of someone who is overtly very spiritual or religious, but a mess inside – constantly sick, tired and just generally miserable? Many people spend a lot of time and money on looking attractive or youthful, but may pay little attention to the state of their souls, spirits, family or relationships. 

“Well and prosperous”, to me, encompasses many different things. It means being free of pain or DIS-ease emotionally, spiritually and physically, having a deeper appreciation and love for oneself and others, experiencing a deeper connection and intimacy with the Trinity, healed relationships, gaining a deeper awareness and understanding of how one is wired, the ability to love your body, being successful in what you do, Joy, Gratitude, overall Peace …and so much more! 

After a shock diagnosis of Hashimoto’s Disease, my quest for true and complete physical healing has led me on a journey of deeper awareness and awakening of the interconnectedness of body, soul and spirit. It is a journey I am still on, but during which, I have learnt so much.

My passion is to facilitate the healing process for others who are seeking breakthough in some area of their lives.